Why can't I release negativity in Cleaning process causing frustration?

Mujhe Cleaning process karne mein bahut frustration hoti hai, kyunki main din bhar ki negativity ko theek se nikal nahi pa raha. Aisa lagta hai jaise koi purana, stubborn dhabba hai jo saaf nahi ho raha. Mai sochti hoon ki kya yeh difficulty ek life theme hai, ya yeh resistance sirf mere overthinking ki wajah se hai? My name is Zeenat, born on 14th February 1995. Time: 9:25 PM. Location: Ahmedabad. Yeh emotional heaviness bahut takleef deti hai.