Why do I always doubt my life choices? What am I truly meant to do?

My name is Aditya, born on 14th November 1993, 3:30PM, at Lucknow. All my life I felt that I was destined to do something that matters, however, I constantly postpone and doubt my choices. I am always not entirely clear whether I need to be a teacher, a leader or a creator. Such indecision usually results in me being in half way positions despite wanting to be excellent. Would you research my numerology chart and report to me what type of work or objective is my soul fitted to?