Why does my own mind argue with every instruction I hear?

It's so frustrating because I really want to follow the instructions, but my mind instantly starts questioning and arguing with the guide's voice. This constant internal halki behas is mentally exhausting and completely sabotages the whole session. My name is Ahaan, Date of Birth is 22nd April 1989, 5 AM. I'm wondering if this high level of mental resistance and my chronic overthinking are deeply rooted personality traits visible in my birth chart.