Why does receptivity to Transmission trigger anxiety and loss of control fear?

The instruction to be fully receptive to the spiritual Transmission feels like a complete surrender of mental control, which triggers profound anxiety. My mind rebels against this loss of agency. I worry that being "open" makes me vulnerable to unwanted influence. My name is Rohan, DOB 18th March 1994. Time: 4:50 PM. Location: Hyderabad. How can I manage this fear and practice receptivity without triggering a panic response?