Why enjoy bowl tones pure music guilt improper?

I love the sound the bowl makes; it's just beautiful to me. My name is Leo, DOB June 21, 1992. I don't always go into a deep meditation with it. Sometimes I just play it to enjoy the complex, shimmering tones as I would a piece of music. Time: 3:00 PM. Location: Shillong. I feel a little guilty, like I'm not using it for its "proper" purpose. But the pure auditory pleasure it brings is a genuine form of therapy in itself.