Why feel like fraud using bowl recording instead of real?

I don't have a real bowl; I use a high-quality recording on my headphones. My name is Neha, DOB May 5, 1996. It's convenient, but I feel like a fraud, like I'm taking a shortcut instead of engaging in the "real" practice with a physical object. Time: 8:25 PM. Location: Gurgaon. I worry that the digital sound lacks the same healing properties or that my intention isn't as pure. Is the magic in the authentic instrument, or is it in my focused listening?