Why food noise distract silence discomfort presence?

It is nothing I want to eat, it is just background noise in my mind, a donut, a pickle, a slice of cheese. It is like the pathetic, nonsensical effort of my mind to keep me so busy that I do not notice the silence and discomfort of just being in my presence. It does not matter what is put inside them; the purpose is to be distracting. My head would prefer to present me with any food as compared to enabling me to get a feel of what is exactly below. Name: Manish DOB: 15th December 1989 Time: 1:50 PM Location: Nagpur