Why hunger pacify locked creativity anger acceptable?

I meditate and realize that I am at my most hungry when I am holding back my creativity or my anger. The snack is not something my body needs; it is more a pacifier to the colorful, noisy, or go-getters in me I lock up so that I can be acceptable. The physical cost of maintaining my real self is my weight. Hunger is an inside insurrection. Name: Varun DOB: 3rd October 1992 Time: 10:25 PM Location: Vadodara