Why self-critique food weak confirm undisciplined habits?

As soon as the thought of food comes I criticize myself as a weakling and on the wrong path. The meditation experience turns out to be a confirmation of my undisciplined nature, which supports the self-criticism that leads to my bad eating habits. It’s not only food that I am having issues with; it is my self-compassion in practice and this is replicated to all other spheres of my life including my plate. Name: Priya DOB: 28th February 1995 Time: 8:00 AM Location: Pune