Will numerology discover my inner personality, and reveal how I can match my life with my higher purpose?

My name is Neha born on 5th January 1997 at 8:45 AM in Chandigarh. I have always been having a problem with knowing who I am. On the one hand, someone might think that I look very confident and extroverted, however, on the other hand, I tend to lose my mirror and feel disoriented. My goals change pretty often and sometimes I regret my decisions. The worst part is that I am afraid that I will spend my whole life without understanding my real potential. Will numerology help me discover more about my inner personality, and reveal to me how I can match my life with my higher purpose?