I am dealing with self doubt about my identity crisis, will astrology guidance help me

My name is Kunal and I was born on July 5, 2003. Mai apni personality logo or group ke hisab se kaafi change krta hun.  Confident act karne ki koshish karta hu par mai nhi hu. Jo jokes ache bhi nhi lgte unpr hasta hu Taki mai unke group ka hissa reh saku. Mere opinion match nhi bhi karte tab bhi mai kuch bol nhi paata hu.  Ab esa time aa gya hai jab mujhe samajh hi nahi aa raha ki aakhir me mai hu kon? Will I ever feel comfortable being my true self around people?
(Kunal, DOB: 5 Jul 2003, 2:25 PM, Lucknow)