I love my best friend, but she is married now, feel like I lost my soulmate

Namaste guruji, I’m Aditya, DOB 7 July 1992, 6:40 AM, Jaipur. I’ve loved my best friend Ananya (DOB 23 Aug 1993) for over five years. I never told her because I was scared of losing the friendship. She’s now getting married in two weeks. I feel shattered. Was this love ever meant to be? Or did I miss my only chance?