Are my study habits and spiritual energy are in conflict

Hi Dhruv, I can feel your trouble. Your life path number is 7, as I can see by your chart, and that is a common problem with this number. Number 7s tend to think they are isolated, misunderstood, or unrested. This figure is an indication of Rahu -shadow planet which brings illusion, mystery, obsession and secret knowledge. It has a head and no body (endless thinking but no grounding). I have drawn 3 Tarot Cards on your behalf- 1. The High Priestess This card assures that you are spiritually awake and intuitively aware.You are not disconnected, you are simply being called upon to listen more to your intuition and not push through when your energy is telling you to rest. 2. Eight of Swords You are blocked, fidgeting, out of rhythm not because your course of study is misguided, but because you are overthinking and self pressuring. 3. Temperance [ guidance card ] Relax, have a few days off. Be quiet. Do things that feel light. No deep thinking. Just chill and be carefree some remedies for you- 1. Feed Stray Dogs 2. Sit on your own, no phone, no activity, nothing, no meditation, nothing. [ 20 mins ] 3. Light a ghee diya at the southwest of your room.