Why do I keep checking his phone or social media even when I promise myself not to?

. Name: Rhea Pillai

Date of Birth: 14th April 2002

Place of Birth: Kochi

Time of Birth: 4:20 PM

I hate that I will become, you know, that girl who constantly checks his activity and scans his comments all over social media. I do trust him, but yet I don't, that is something in me which stops me from trusting him 100%. But I do trust him 99.9%. Why? I cannot trust the 0.1% when everything is fine in our relationship and any small change here and there will trigger the 0.1% and it triggers my anxiety, which gets me off the logic. Does my chart show any opposite tendency or fear of betrayal from any past emoji?